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Pictures from my college days

Questions and Answers

How is working for yourself really?
In all honesty it's fun. Not having a boss breathing down your neck telling you own wrong you are is pretty cool. I've never kept a job longer than 2 years. I don't know what it was but I just hated them I also graduated with a degree in family consumer science so that in itself limits my job opportunities. Oddly enough i've always had what I need to make it. I've been living on my own for two years and it's really cool 

Is writing a book worth it?
If it's something that you love to do then sure, there will always be a spot for story telling.  The only problem with trying to be an author in  this day and age is that everyone has a story ti tell, so it better be a good one. 

How does it feel to have been a year with no sex ?
I've missed it, but honestly I'd rather have someone who loves me and we have sex vs 1 night stands or a couple times of fun. I could've had sex last week, however it's so much more th…


To slave away on paper's trail
A wasteful lack of  energy
the death of all that's left  betrayal A deal of no divinity
Plastic bottles  in our oceans 
A sky with poisonousness rains
Aluminum  shreds  being  placed in our grains
Morgellons in our brains 
just waiting to activate .
To counter act and bring relief
to heal a broken side effect
of what we have become but yet 
Try and claim some clarity 
All talk is left for cheap
inorganic insanity 
For all  that stands to be released of energetic chatter 

all the  riches and shiny things 
but now what does it matter?

Daughter of the Cosmos

9 month Loc Update :)

Check out my 9th month loc update below !!  love ya lots !!xoxo .

Spinning gears and no results !! ( Revisiting My Why !)

Kind of what I expected 

    Ugh , I don't know what it is  but it seems as if i'm spinning gears. I quit my job with the intent to make money by working for myself , i knew it wasn't going to be easy, but i didn't expect to be going further and further away from the goal. I guess i'm slightly over reacting though, I mean to be honest I started Holistic Ascensions 4 months ago. It takes time to cultivate anything that you do  and I refuse to give up. Hell no , no way. I've thought about maybe doing a part time job, like being a nanny  or something or maybe even do some freelance work.  All I know  is that it work out  and that it's already done,I just have to remind myself consistently of my why. 

      Working for yourself and being your own boss is no shit show. You really do have to love yourself and your brand more than anything. From my 4 months of experience and truthfully speaking, I didn't become so absorbed until I quit my job. (maybe i'll…